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01 February 2011

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I know I'm not as perfect as you wish to be your girlf, but deep inside of me, I love you just the way you are. I love you whatever you are. I love you from the deepest of my heart..
My teacher told me to keep my heart and save 50% of my love for me.. He said "Don't give 100% of your heart to someone you love for example your boyf. If one day you feel what I ever felt before and you've already give all your love to your partner, you'll be stress&down. Hard to move on. So don't ever give 100% of your heart to your partner you love" I wish I can!! Really! I don't know what happened.. All I know is my heart was taken by someone.. I'm scared.. I'm afraid.. I don't know what will happen if one day the things that happened to my teacher long time ago happen to me too.. Will I do what he did? Naah!! I'll never do that! Why? Because there won't be separation between me and someone I love..:) Okay I'll try to save 50% of my heart for me, but my love for someone I love won't decrease :) 
We are long-distance-rs, means that our distance are quite far, we can't meet each other every time we want. But one thing I promise, I will wait for someone I love until he's really-really here. Near to me. I promise :) It doesn't matter how long will it takes, I'm still here, wait for the day..
Other girls assume this as second chance, but not me :) there are no second chance, there must be third chance, fourth chance, and more.. Love isn't restricted by the occasion :) 
The reason why I'm still hang on this situation is because I'm really-really in love with this person :p tought that this is the first time I fall in love until like this :D
Thankyou for teach me everything.. I won't lose you, for sure.. :)
Thankyou!
dedicated to mybestbabyhui, FransiscusIgnatiusEdhoFortunata:*