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25 February 2011

S.T.U.C.K.!

Dreamers!! how u doin'? fine? I hope so.. :') uhm, I'm a 'lil bit...........unexplained!!
now, I'm stuck with someone far-far away from me and the worst is........ I miss him so freakin' bad! :(
I know he's grade 12 now, I know he haven't much time for me. I know it very well!! but why??? why girls are made like this?? why girls are so selfish?? why girls always need attention?? why why why??
yet again, we've fight almost every night and, without any obvious reason! no one wants to budge!
God, I miss him very much! :'( I can't stand! I can't hang on! I'm ordinary! I'm weak! I-need-to-meet-him!
cryin' every night, tears everywhere. ok I can easily hidin' my feelings, but it hurts! it hurts inside!
why boys use their logic while girls use their feeling?! it's absolutely unfair!!! 
why God let girls crying for the boys while the boys have fun with their friends?! 
why boys are easily move on while the girls need much time to move on?!
why boys can love more then one girl while the girls are desperately in love with one boy?!
why the world seems so unfair for girls?!
somebody please! tell me why the world seems so unfair!!!! 
lastly, why now I'm crying on my bed because of missing someone while someone I miss having fun with his friends?