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19 March 2011

Pretending...

I am tired of pretending that I am okay! 
I am tired of pretending that I am fine!
I am tired! Tired of pretending!

I know someone wants me to go away from you...
I know someone wants me to get out from your life...
I know someone thinks that I am disturber for you...
I know... I know...

I'm giving my best.. I do! I always try to give my everything, my best, to you.. Only for you..
But all I've done, looks in vain for someone... 
Someone never know what I've done for you...
Someone never know what's inside me...
Someone don't know how much I love you... How much I need you... 
Someone don't know!

Am I disturber?
Am I disturb you?
Am I........? 

Should I go?
Should I fight?
Should I........?

Please... Someone have to look inside me and after someone know 'who I am', someone can judge me!
Someone! Someone have to know how much I love you! 
I am desperately in love with you! I never want to go away from you! Never! 
If I can beg, please... Don't ever ask me to leave you... Do not ever ask me! Because I won't do that! 

But if I really really need to go away from you because I am a disturber according to someone, what can I do? Nothing! 

I love you! I will always love you forever
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